my Thoughts, my Feelings, my Dreams

Part II: The Fracture

It didn’t break all at once.
It splintered, like ice underfoot,
a soft crack that echoed louder than words.

I saw it in the way your eyes
looked past me,
like I was a window
and not the view.

The silence grew teeth not out of cruelty,
but out of distance we didn’t know how to name.

I kept pretending we were still whole.

Nonetheless, the truth was leaking through the seams.

It was slow and steady, like rain through a roof

we never bothered to fix.

And when I finally said your name,
it sounded like a stranger’s.
That’s when I knew:


we weren’t holding on.
We were haunting.