I have to apologize for not having a moment (a really good post for months, years, centuries)
I’ve been struggling like many of you.
I have to think we are a community of readers, writers, thinkers.
I have tried apps to keep my focus, I still can’t read/ listen to a book. Although I keep buying them like no tomorrow.
I have a blank canvas in my studio, waiting for my out of this world astonishing creation…
I’m trying. (As I am typing I’m trying to convince myself.)
They say when you’re feeling down, depressed, … it’s when your creativity sparks.
Well let’s pause that thought.
I’m not completetly at my lowest, then.
Maybe if I sing it it becomes poetry?
About that pause, you can start thinking again but you don’t need to rush it, alright.
I complete my sad and boring chores at my house/castle, because my brain can’t work in chaos/mess. A big deal… my mess.
If I complete a task , there’s a hell of a party in my head. How often I feel tired and can’t figure it out why.
Then the moment evaporates and I’m back in my corner, trying again.
Helping apps tell me I’m on the right path already so they are almost useless.
Almost. I hope there’s something left to learn always…
Always.
That blank canvas is still there, inviting me to a world of possibilities!
I’ll start with a thin line and let it go wherever it takes me.
Would you?
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